Reminiscing with an old friend
回想以前，我二十之前在做白日夢，什麼都不知道，只是單純走在被鋪好的路上
二十到三十在追夢，想要做的事好多，放飛自我
現在三十中，有些被一系列的失敗打擊，有些被生活磨平了棱角，把夢放在牆上，有些瞻前顧後卻失去了動力，但經歷了這麼多要不考慮現實面很難，只是每天看著牆上的夢，不知道什麼時後還會把它們拿下…
我當初到日本是最後一個沒有想太多的決定
，但留下來是深思熟慮後的「大人」的決定。
我想我們都變了很多，說是成長好像也不太對，只是變成了更適合這個現代社會的形狀。
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Instead of or in addition to skill points system, the character grows with the choices and the actions taken… fighting style, life choices, etc.
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I saw a couple videos of a guy making 3D interactive websites. I wanted to do that before… but then I was looking for a job and then I found a job. Heaven knows I am miserable now.
I am feeling inspired and creative but I need to wake up early tomorrow to go into office.
Let me just note down a few things:
3js
blender - plain model
-> into code
Mobile vs. monitor?
Tea time theme?
Just complaining
Work has been increasingly upsetting.
Lack of communication from some, lack of effort from some and lack of competency from some.
Some are the same people.
Today ended in an upsetting way.
So there is this project. Everyone started the same place. I did my homework. I studied. I learned. Most others didn't. I was nice enough to summarize everything and train others. Today this one guy I trained messaged me and said the manager has appointed him to train me.
Do I have any question?!?!?
Yes, actually, when you were presenting your little progress to the manager, did you mention that I literally taught you everything that you know because you didn't put in effort or was just too stupid to understand what was going on.
And yeah, when you took all my notes and shared it as your own, did you actually understand what was on the notes? Or was it just copy and paste?
I think I thought this would not happen at a work setting, where we are cross region team and there's no point of back stabbing or corporate competitiveness. I was so wrong.
Such highschool drama makes me hate work.
Gotta work hard to not work hard.